I just received a phone call from me cousin asking me why are you not changing to Science since I did a relatively well result on them. She said my ambition lies on medical, that my interest in Science. She asked me what you feel about Account and I lied saying that it was okay. I knew if I say I dislike Account, this conversation will never end. Even Mr. Lam was skeptical about my decision going for Arts.

Who doesn't know my interest doesn't lies in Arts?
Who doesn't know my I wanted to learn something that is related to Science?

But even though how much I wanted to change, there is still a lot to think about. My cousin said, everyone takes account and what is so special about it.With my result, you can simply go to Form 6 and get yourself a PHD and it's waste that I went to Arts. My mom was not young anymore and now without any income, how do you expect her to continue to live until the day I graduate from local universities? Two years Form 6, few more years till I graduate from universities.Just until how long does she has to suffer thinking about my studies? I know that I'm taking this Accounting aren't cheap as well and we still have to think how do we pay for my degree courses but I thought that in this 4 years, I can graduate I can work and take care of my family and my mother doesn't have to worry. SO every single time, I thought that how much I dislike Account, I will try to tell myself, that's the only way and I will not give up on something I made my decision on.

But just every single time, there is somebody trying to break my resolve. I know it's waste but only with this, I can graduate with the less time as possible and work. It may be the work of the God that asked me to change or whatever things that bother with my thoughts but I have to say, I won't back down from my own decision. I take it upon on myself and I will go through the end of it even though how tough it is in the future. I just wanted somebody to support my decision telling me that I made the correct choice. It took a lot of effort to forget what you like and take something that you dislike and it's not easy.