....

Lessy has been a sore topic these two days and it will still be the days that is to come.

They took him away today and I don't dare to go out to say my last goodbye to him. I can only look at him from far. It broke my heart when they put him in the cage. For so many years of his life, he has never been into a cage before. I was thinking at that moment "Lessy must be very uncomfortable inside the cage.He must be scared." When the lorry drove away, he just looked so sadly back at mom while I was crying my heart out in the room.

I kept on thinking how is he doing now but mum told me Lessy is already dead. I missed him so bad. *cries*

I tried to immerse myself in doing something else, instead of just doing nothing and start thinking. Whenever I am free, I will remember my dear Lessy and tears will start to flow. Even mentioning of Lessy made me cry. My eyes are already swollen. So, do me a favour. Don't mention him for awhile? At least until I got used to him no longer here with us.

*sniff*

So to lighten up the mood, I try to do survey. Tagged by XM.

The Rules:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 10 people.


1) How are you feeling today?
Ibitsunda Kao - Saitou Tsuneyoshi

Its an instrumental song. No lyrics but its freaking creepy.

That means I am feeling creepy today? I thought I was feeling sad.


2) Will you get far in life?
Over - Riya

I haven't started and it's already over? This really sucks.

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
Minna Daisuki - Buono!

Direct translation: I love everyone.

Finally something that suits the question.


4) What is the story of your life?
Wheel of Destiny - See-saw

Constantly turning and changing. Well, life is always changing. That's very fitting.

5) What was high school like?
Promised Land - Nami Tamaki

I have no idea how high school is a promised land. Maybe it promised me a secure SPM certificate?

6) How can you get ahead with life?
High School Musical - High School Musical

Isn't this song a little bit too late here? I do not want to get ahead with life with just high school. Please~

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
Heiwa e no Inori - Yuki Kajiura

Direct translation: Prayer for Peace

So, my friends are always praying for peace? That's good. Very good.

8) Describe your grandparents.
Anna ni Issho Datta no ni

Direct translation: We were so close together.


I have no idea I should be happy anot since my grandparents are all dead. x.x

9) How's your life going?
Kaze no Machi he - FictionJuntion KEIKO

Direct translation: To the town of wind.

My life is windy? =.=

10) What will be played at my funeral?
Dango Daikazoku - Chata

Direct translation: Dango Big Family

Maybe I should feel happy that I am part of the 'dango' family?

11) Will you have a happy life?
Proud - ?

That means I should be proud of my life now? I am.

12) What do your friends really think of you?
Cry - Mandy Moore

*laughs* I guess that's a bad thing huh?

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Space and Time Act 2 - S.E.N.S Project

Another creepy instrumental song. People will secretly lust after me in another space and time XD

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Synchronicity - Yui Makino

Really don't know how to relate this.

15) What should you do with your life?
I will - Sowelu

This song tells me I will have to do something with my life.

16) Will you ever have children?
Gone with the Sin - HIM

Does that mean you are cursing me so that I won't have children?

17) What song would you strip to?
Eien no Negai - Seki Tomokazu

Direct translation: A wish for eternity

I definitely do not want to strip for eternity. Thank you very much.

18) What does your mom thinks of you?
Compass - ?

It's always changing direction? I really shouldn't be laughing about this.

19) What is your deep, dark secret?
Meikyuu Butterfly - Mizuki Nana


Ohh, this mysterious song fists the question but it doesn't answer what is my deep dark secret.

20) What is your enemy's theme song?
Houkai suru Yakata - Saitou Tsuneyoshi

Clueless. @@

21) Whats your personality like?
Strange Name - Yuki Kajiura

Seriously, I have a perfectly fine name but its implying that I have a strange personality?

22) What will be played at your wedding?
Tsuki Hitotsu - SEE-SAW

Direct translation: One moon.

It seems nice^^

23) Tag 10 people.

♫ Jess
♫ Miki
♫ Yvonne
♫ Edwin
♫ Chris
♫ Evans
♫ Lisa
♫ Kenneth