That day Kah Ann said I almost never update my blog daily, today Kah Ann said my blog post is getting shorter and shorter. Wait till she added a friend like FEP who never updates her blog and still remains "I'm lost and found by myself" something like that for so many months and every single time I went to her blog anticipating something new but she just had to let me down by having the same post.
Yes Mel. I am directly challenging you^^ So you know what to do right? Or you want another my special long long email dedicated just for you?
Ahh~ I missed doing that since I can now exercise my fingers by typing my blog. Cheh!
You know what? I really tempted to write a few fan fiction but ended up deleting them after few pages of them already done because I am getting some perfectionist trait lately. Not to mention, I haven't even update my fic lately for a few months. I am so bad. However, I did join The Ran Clan Group(Saiunkoku Monogatari) in Chrunchy Roll and started a role-playing game featuring as Reishin. A very troublesome guy to write but I have something that I don't like it there when I found out the control my character. It's a rule that no one touches other people characters and yet she made a dialog using my character. Call me picky or something but I don't like it. I've been trained to do that since I joined role-playing game few years ago.
I mean, do you like it when people control something of yours(technically) without your permission and going against what you are trying to do. In my case, she wasn't really making my ideas run away or I have any ideas what to write to begin with as you know, they came almost immediately but still, making my character no longer my character.
I think you guys are lost.
See, when I wanted to write something, I really do write and all things will pour out from somewhere. I do not know where but I sure know they are coming out. You got a long way to go if you think you are going to read finish this post here unless you really wanted to stop reading my nonsense blabbering. Think again.
I am very hungry now and I am just waiting for the time to go to sleep and go to the toilet and do something to my friend. My stomach is telling me desperately that she needed food that is practically crying inside my stomach. It was so loud that I can even hear it loud and clear myself. It's not like I can't feel it.
You know what? I am in a happy and giddy mood that I can squeal every time I recalled of it. *squeals* Now I am squealing. I am so happy and for your information, it's not something that is real or happening to me or nothing to do with Ryuuki getting together with Shuurei either or Athrun getting together with Cagalli either. Let's just ignore why I am so happy because it's nothing special to all of you but it's special to me and other fellow fans.
*SQUEALS*
I Am So Happy!
I feel like I am becoming a rabid fan girls but it will go away soon but I believe that I will still be happy as I am now everytime I recalled it. Okay I am stopping about this topic. Let's get to new a one shall we? By the way, if you want to kill me because I am writing long long post, please direct your attempt of murder to Kah Ann for saying that my post is not long enough. Just joking Kah Ann.
*laughs*
*laughs*
I can't stop laughing.
Oh you know what, the clock in my room stop functioning and it's always 9.40 and every time I look up the clock, I will "Oh, still early... 9.40 only." and I totally forgotten that it's not functioning anymore until my auntie reminded me about it. I felt so stupid at that moment and I was thinking it's very early and why in the earth the time is passing by so slowly. Not to mention, I looked at it a FEW times.
With the new font, small new font, you all are half dead reading this. Should I spare you off the despair? Is Cherry good? Bad? Okay...I am not sparing you off. I am continuing this.
Today I tried to draw chibi Ryuuki and Shuurei together with the real picture on the computer screen of course but when I finished drawing, I realized that it's not good enough and erased it off. Then I changed the background of my desktop to a wallpaper. A very pretty Saiunkoku Monogatari wallpaper featuring Reishin and Kijin. I actually forgotten I got save it down but today when I am searching for pictures to draw, only I saw it.
*yawn*
Kah Ann signed off just now and I don't know whether she disconnected like she always do or real offline. My hand phone expired again. No more SMS-ing. DO you think I crapped enough? Honestly, I think I did.
Goodbye for now.
Enjoy the long post while it last.
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