Warning! Long Post Ahead.

That day Kah Ann said I almost never update my blog daily, today Kah Ann said my blog post is getting shorter and shorter. Wait till she added a friend like FEP who never updates her blog and still remains "I'm lost and found by myself" something like that for so many months and every single time I went to her blog anticipating something new but she just had to let me down by having the same post.

Yes Mel. I am directly challenging you^^ So you know what to do right? Or you want another my special long long email dedicated just for you?

Ahh~ I missed doing that since I can now exercise my fingers by typing my blog. Cheh!

You know what? I really tempted to write a few fan fiction but ended up deleting them after few pages of them already done because I am getting some perfectionist trait lately. Not to mention, I haven't even update my fic lately for a few months. I am so bad. However, I did join The Ran Clan Group(Saiunkoku Monogatari) in Chrunchy Roll and started a role-playing game featuring as Reishin. A very troublesome guy to write but I have something that I don't like it there when I found out the control my character. It's a rule that no one touches other people characters and yet she made a dialog using my character. Call me picky or something but I don't like it. I've been trained to do that since I joined role-playing game few years ago.

I mean, do you like it when people control something of yours(technically) without your permission and going against what you are trying to do. In my case, she wasn't really making my ideas run away or I have any ideas what to write to begin with as you know, they came almost immediately but still, making my character no longer my character.

I think you guys are lost.

See, when I wanted to write something, I really do write and all things will pour out from somewhere. I do not know where but I sure know they are coming out. You got a long way to go if you think you are going to read finish this post here unless you really wanted to stop reading my nonsense blabbering. Think again.

I am very hungry now and I am just waiting for the time to go to sleep and go to the toilet and do something to my friend. My stomach is telling me desperately that she needed food that is practically crying inside my stomach. It was so loud that I can even hear it loud and clear myself. It's not like I can't feel it.

You know what? I am in a happy and giddy mood that I can squeal every time I recalled of it. *squeals* Now I am squealing. I am so happy and for your information, it's not something that is real or happening to me or nothing to do with Ryuuki getting together with Shuurei either or Athrun getting together with Cagalli either. Let's just ignore why I am so happy because it's nothing special to all of you but it's special to me and other fellow fans.

*SQUEALS*

I Am So Happy!

I feel like I am becoming a rabid fan girls but it will go away soon but I believe that I will still be happy as I am now everytime I recalled it. Okay I am stopping about this topic. Let's get to new a one shall we? By the way, if you want to kill me because I am writing long long post, please direct your attempt of murder to Kah Ann for saying that my post is not long enough. Just joking Kah Ann.

*laughs*


*laughs*

I can't stop laughing.

Oh you know what, the clock in my room stop functioning and it's always 9.40 and every time I look up the clock, I will "Oh, still early... 9.40 only." and I totally forgotten that it's not functioning anymore until my auntie reminded me about it. I felt so stupid at that moment and I was thinking it's very early and why in the earth the time is passing by so slowly. Not to mention, I looked at it a FEW times.


With the new font, small new font, you all are half dead reading this. Should I spare you off the despair? Is Cherry good? Bad? Okay...I am not sparing you off. I am continuing this.


Today I tried to draw chibi Ryuuki and Shuurei together with the real picture on the computer screen of course but when I finished drawing, I realized that it's not good enough and erased it off. Then I changed the background of my desktop to a wallpaper. A very pretty Saiunkoku Monogatari wallpaper featuring Reishin and Kijin. I actually forgotten I got save it down but today when I am searching for pictures to draw, only I saw it.

*yawn*

Kah Ann signed off just now and I don't know whether she disconnected like she always do or real offline. My hand phone expired again. No more SMS-ing. DO you think I crapped enough? Honestly, I think I did.

Goodbye for now.

Enjoy the long post while it last.

Another New Face

*waves*

See any differences? I am sure all of you did unless something is wrong with your eyes. After adjusting and copy pasting so many times, I finally get my Friends links to appear^^.I personally prefer this layout than all the others because it's my favourite colours. A mixture between orange and yellow.

However, you will have to strain your eyes a little to read the words. I am still unfortunately unable to change the font size. I have not learn the skill to manipulate the font and the size because every time I changes it, something unsightly happened to all the orders and words. I learned my lessons. *nods*

Oh well...happy enjoying a new look and a new feeling~

Tomorrow I am having Computing Essential and Writing for Academic Purposes Mid-term. I haven't finish studying because I online for awhile then I am not feeling well, so I slept two times. I just woke up around 6 o'clock.

*sigh*

Now must study.

Usually when we had exams in whatever subjects especially Sejarah, we used to ask each other what's our progress in our revision and eventhough how slow my progress is, I still able to answer their questions.

For example: 5 chapters out of 13.

Now, however for Malaysian Studies I am afraid to say I do not know what's my progress? The problem is I remembers nothing from what I read and I seriously do not know what else to read. Did I mention that I am unable to print lecture notes because the website is down? I never failed to not attend the class but every single time I went there, I have no idea what topic is the lecturer teaching about.

It irritates me so much! I admit I never pays any attention during Sejarah in high school but still I know what chapters to read and now even though I still pay slight attention to his teaching but the level of understanding is none, I do not know which and which part to study.

Tomorrow I am having my Malaysian Studies mid-term but I am very much afraid to say I do not know what I am doing.

I still haven't have my breakfast yet and now I need to fulfill my stomach's needs.

The time now is 6.07 a.m. and I just finished eating my breakfast.

I didn't study at all yesterday because my house is once again crowded with relatives. All I did is just sit there and listen to them chatting and participated in them a little.

Now, after waking up for around 2 hours plus, I should head back to sleep.

I finally found myself message Potato after such a long time postponing it. I kept on thinking about messaging her but I am quite lazy to SMS lately.

She said that there will be Hari Kantin at her school on the 5th of July (Saturday)and she invited me and will message Jelly, Melissa, Papaya and Banana to invite you all. In short, The Food Gang. She was afraid all of you is busy. She must be looking forward to meet us all since she got no internet connection to chat and read our blogs not to mention that I have been a very bad Cherry lately by not messaging her just because I am lazy.

I miss all of you!

*sigh*

Mid terms is just around corner and I found myself unready for it. It's not like I am ever ready for any exams that I had in my past 18 years of life but I had a dreading feeling whenever I think about my mid-terms.

I still have my 'sit back and relax' type of attitude till now. I wonder when will I really sit back and start studying instead of sit back and relaxing?

Oh! Algebra killed some of brain cells this morning. Maybe I haven't get enough breakfast this morning. Two bowls of Kellogg's Frosties is not enough I guess or maybe I am just finding excuses. I swear my father is going to kill me if I continues to ramble "I am hungry" so many times inside the car.

I think I failed my first Malaysian Studies pre-test.

I chose question no.4 asking what is the reason to the formation of Malayan Union and since I didn't touch the text book because there is no warning beforehand that there will be a pre-test and practically everything about history is already no longer in my head at the very second I exit the examination room on the second day of SPM.

So, I wonder how much I remembered. I practically remembers nothing.

I still write them in Bahasa Melayu as a habit. 5 years of writing them in Malay aren't easy to change to English. It is very tough. I tried translating it to English and this is what I get.

The reason for Malayan Union to be established is to combine the NNMB, NNMTB, and NNS for the sake of smoother "pentadbiran". Now what do we call pentadbiran in English. I can't seem to remembers the word for it even though I have been thinking about it while sleeping. Can you see how am I going to write 4 essays for Malaysian Studies like that with broken sentences like that?

I tried to study Malaysian Studies just for the sake of my assignment which we aren't making much progression because I practically did nothing except writing a few lines and I fell asleep almost immediately.

So far, the progress?

Zero progress. How pathetic.

Woke up and went Tesco Extra with Auntie Jenny and Auntie Shirley and with my daddy(because he is the driver) and bought some household items and Kellogg's Frosties for my breakfast^^

My mother always scold me whenever I said I finished up my test early and left.

Mum:"Why leave so early? You got check your answer a not?"
Me:"Got. I took 10 minutes to check my answers today but if got wrong, I can't help it. Careless mistakes.
Mum:"Very easy is it?"
Me:"Err...it's fine."

I had my first Computing Studies test this morning. Finished in half an hour o in time and deliberately taking my own sweet time to do it again by using pen for about another 10 minutes.It's not like my father can come straight away and fetch me considering traffic jam around 8 something. Some silly mistakes, I presume I had which my calculator couldn't check because they went system error or math error and I didn't even press anything else except 011110101 (something like that). For your information, it's already in base mode, binary.

*shrug*

Sometimes, I think that I am not competent enough when it comes to electronic stuff.

Cracked my mind, I did but I got nothing else to blurt out anymore.

Having 2 aunties staying in the same room doesn't really make me having any nice sleep at all especially aunties that wakes up real early. I am practically immune to snoring so I guess that's a given that I continues to sleep but the problem is they woke up too early in the morning.

Since I have 8 o'clock class every Monday to Friday, I have to wake up at 6 a.m. every morning so what I really wanted is to sleep in late at least until 10 in the morning during Saturday without much interruption. Not only I got used to wake up early in the morning causing myself to open my eyes automatically at 5.30 in the morning, my aunties also wake up, on the light and started talking and moving in and out.They talked to me too and I am pretty sure I answered half heartedly. As you girls came into my room before, you all sure realize that the light is directly on top of me. Do you know how irritating it is to have your peaceful slumber to be interrupted just because of the light? The worst part is I can't complain!

They went in and out with the lights on and when they went out, the don't close the door properly and I have to get down from my double decker bed to close the door, then climb back up to sleep for so umpteenth times. I wasted around 3hours wide awake rolling around and finally fell asleep at 9 something and woke up 10 something because my aunties are preparing to go out to Sg. Wang and I declined their offer to follow.

Reasons?

1. I dislikes Sg.Wang because it's too crowded there.
2. My mum is not going and it's no fun with aunties without mummy.
3. I am just lazy.

But still, I love my aunties. Can't really blame them for being lively. After all, genes run in the family.

Today in LRT station, Kah Ann said that I no longer update my blog as much as I used to be but I think I updated very often with the exception of this week. Not like I had anything special going on much.

However, yesterday is a great day. Not only we had fun teasing Chloe but we met our Introduction to Business lecturer again, Mr.Gilbert. It was pretty surprising and a sense of happiness overwhelmed me when I saw him since we all thought that he is no longer teaching there. He's an awesome lecturer alright!I met him first when I was throwing rubbish and he was standing walking infront of me but at that time I didn't notice so I turned around. I halted for a moment as my brain is registering that I just saw him. It was pretty awkward when I turned around so abruptly and wave to him and muttered a soft "Hello." then I ran back to the group and tell them that I saw Mr.Gilbert.

We met him again and chat a little. Me, Xiemin and Chloe was walking down while Kah Ann went up the hill for her car saw Mr.Gilbert driving down with his Satria car and we were ready to wave 'bye-bye" to him and frankly speaking, we was shocked at how cool looking he is at that moment with his sun glasses. Chloe and Xiemin had always said that he is very cute^^. I wish he will teach again during our Degree year since he teaches really well compared to most of the lecturers. He had good sense of humour too.

Both my auntie came back from Taiping. One of my auntie will be going back to Australia and another 2 will be going back to Taiping. So, I don't want to write anymore. I am going chit chatting^^

The feeling of disappointment overwhelmed me so badly when I was attending the court with Xiemin, Chloe, Kah Ann and Chern Yee. Not only we waited for one hour 25 minutes before the judge actually came out, we couldn't even hear what the hell the lawyers, judge and judge assistance is talking about!

And I thought they will be using some kind of microphone or something like that.

There are many cases there, a lot of criminals and they only thing we can hear about is "kes rogol".
Now, how are we going to fork out something from our brain to put on those 20 pages of A4 size papers?

And I wasted my Computing Studies class. I am so dead! x.x

I just bought my formal clothes and when I wear it, I looked like a 30+ working lady. I feel so old.

I left in a hurry while in the middle of the discussion about the coming Monday because my mother said this:

"You better hurry up or else I don't care even when you cry and beg to ask me to follow you to go buy your clothes!"

So, I went and bought them. A white shirt almost like my yellow colour one and a black skirt. Actually, I can wear my mother's one but she saw this skirt nice which is just plain black working skirt and said that you might need to wear it again sometime. So I just took everything in and try it out. Then I bought myself a jeans since they have 50% discount.

So Jelly, I won;t be borrowing yours. Not only my mother said that I should buy one because I need to use in the future, I also can't really remember how to go to your house. I try to show the direction to my father while in the car but...I don't know where we are. I never even see that place before! My sense of direction is not getting any better.

In total, I have already used RM 110+ . Remind the ladies how shopping can bring to your own pocket's downfall. The idea to eat McD will have to be postponed since I need to save up some money first before spending them again.

Early Morning in College Alone.

Is it just me and the lousy computer in the computer lab that seems to have trouble showing Blogspot in tip top condition or everyone is having the same problem?

As you know, I am currently alone in the college computer lab waiting for 1 o'clock to arrive so that I can meet up with Kah Yan and Hui Xian to attend Christian Fellowship society. The rest is either going home or going out and I bet Chloe is sleeping like a pig now. How much I envy them! I really feel like going home but since I joined the club, I should really attend them. If not why do I bother to join them in the first place?

Today is Brother's Day in Christian Fellowship in which we are suppose to celebrate for all the brothers there. I wonder how it will be. Surely it will feel alittle awkward since I do not know of anybody except Kah Yan and Hui Xian. Ahh~ I am feeling a little nervous already.

Ah. I had my Algebra and Trigonometry test just now. Left early because finished all the questions. I hope I don't make any more silly careless mistakes. I am getting pretty fed up with me and my junk up brain for producing wrong mathematical answers most of the time.

Did I ever tell you that my conversational skills in English is tumbling down the hill? I am swear it's getting worst and worst and my mother already commented that I don't speak enough English with my college friends and I don't need her to tell me that to realize it myself. Maybe I should make up a "Everyday is an English Day" program or something.

Since the time now is 9.50 in the morning and I got plenty of time to do something which I wasn't quite sure to do what. I think I will browse through some fanfic but I will have to ensure that nobody is reading either it's beside me or behind me. Who knows? They might have eyes like Superman! After all, some of you know that not all fanfics are that sweet PG-13.

On second thoughts, I think I better go read Gundam Seed fanfic that I adores so much in my Favourite List. How miserable my life is when I'm bored. It's not like when I on my MSN now, that there will be people there for me to chat with. Should I write a small summary of the fanfics I read? Just for the sake of promotion?

:P Just joking.

Disappointed!

Can somebody actually tell me the reason why Veoh ( something like You Tube) is no longer available in Malaysia?! And I have so many anime that can only be watched in there and not to mention it's a a full length video and not cutting them into parts!

I can't really explain how disappointed I felt when I saw it. Veoh~


Tomorrow got Algebra and Trigonometry test. Feeling nervous with all the calculations.

I need a formal attire to attend the court.

I have the blouse but it's stated no bright colours and light yellow is very bright. I got the skirt but the length of the skirt is very long but when it comes to saving money from buying one, I guess I will have to manage with the a size larger than my actual. I got the shoe but it was smaller than my feet a little so walking with it will be definitely be a pain.

I hate this. Anyone got any formal attire that actually fits for me to borrow?

Xiemin also gave me a souvenir from her vacation to Thailand. A PINK key chain featuring Marie the kitty from Disney.

Die Imeem Die!

You know what do I hate currently?

It's Imeem. It's the website that allows people to embed video and songs in websites or not. It's also the very same website that wouldn't load my Code Geass: R2 episode 8 video completely and only load till 5 minutes maximum and not to mention I haven't deduct the time for the opening song. Even worse, I read the comments and they all seems to have no problem watching it. At least, they finish watching it and I can't!

I tried loading it for two days and it's always there stuck. Usually when I embed a imeem song on my blog, the song just loaded so slowly that it's killing me. Not to mention, it took a longer time before the player appears. This is killing me. This episode might even show what will happens to Villetta and Ohgi!

I checked every possible website but none uploaded it yet and if I found one, they are from the same source. Bloody Imeem. This is so frustrating and infuriating. You Tube and CrunchyRoll didn't even upload this show anymore since it was licensed but it was a very good anime with an excellent plot, awesome military and politics tactics from the lead character and not to mention amazing battle^^. I have to say it's even better than Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny.

Well, I better not crap too much about anime here. I just wanted to waste some of my time while waiting for that video to load. Current progress is 0.07 seconds and I have wasted almost 15 minutes typing and backspacing continuously.

Somebody kill me please!