Thoughts.

You know what?

I actually don't mind that in my college that there is nobody I know at all, especially my ex-classmates and ex-schoolmates. When we met each other all we did is "Hi" and "Bye" that's all. It would have been rude of me if I don't say anything when I actually know them but almost never spoken more than 10 words with them.

I found myself extremely pleased with the new environment I am in. I had fun, I have great friends and I am learning something new again which is unfortunately not much to my liking, but I am still learning how to love them like Physics and Add Math.It didn't work well though. I am feeling pretty fortunate if only UCSI wasn't filled with a bunch of retarded staff and administrative that looked down on poor families that don't even own a freaking damn pay slip and because of that I couldn't get my scholarship when I am very well qualified for it. However, that was history^^

Even though I said that, it doesn't mean I don't welcome seeing somebody I actually know or someone I am closed with like the Food Gangs but I am sure if you girls were here in the same college as I am, I wouldn't have learn to know more people. I would still have the same friends for the rest of my life and of course I wouldn't mind one bit that you girls stay my friends forever. More than happy actually. What I am saying is, I am glad to go to a new environment and get to know new friends or else I will be just like who I am before...but it's not like I changes much. Still the same old Cherry with the exception with more open minded friends like Ms.Wong.

Can you really blame me for dragging you in as well?

Fine! You can call me Ms. Lai then.

I am happy. You girls know how big my curiosity is right? Asking this and that and wanted to know more in details. In short ...I am very busy body. My new friends is very good in more than one ways that they are very open minded and they don't mind telling me about things that people don't normally shares. Example, relationships. I can still remember when I asked Jelly or Papaya, they will be quite reluctant to tell me, no offense, but with my college friends I get to know more. Not because I wanted to know how it feels to date or something like that but I like people to talk to me. I am already a chatter box myself but I would be happy if they tell me something too.

I like listening.


Now that I think about it, I don't feel sad when I graduated from high school with feelings like we will miss our friends and we won't get to see and talk to each other much again. I felt nothing. I knew friendships weren't that easily broken if they were preserved well and I know that I will still able to get to meet them and talk with them if we wanted to. Every time and everywhere and with the most important point is that I got myself a hand phone. No more worries of not being able to communicate.

I felt like what I always felt. Nervous to go for a new environment and misses my best friends. I must Thank God that I am able to have great friends like all of you whether in high school or in college. I am eternally grateful.

Don't worry. This is not a dying message or something. I am just bored and internet don't provide much entertainment anymore and I have been listening to "The Call" and "This Is Home" from the The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian for so many times, that my hands just started typing out something. You know how the songs sound like and you will know how it affects people's emotions sometimes.

My brain doesn't really think what I wanted to write.It seems like my brain works that way. Randomly and surprisingly and yet still a bunch of words came out of nowhere. If only I was this good in writing essays that are non-related to stories.

Today is the craziest day^^