I am currently listening to ABRSM Piano Grade 5 07/08 CD and guess what? Their playing compared to my playing is like Heaven and Earth. Two separate standard altogether. It's not like I can't play the notes, it's just that I can't get the speed, dynamics and gradation of tone right. I have clumsy fingers (T.T)

I am still unable to memorize my scales especially my fingering. Like I said before my fingers are not only clumsy, they also have a mind of their own. People fourth finger, I third finger. Third finger, I used the fourth finger and I am still guessing which key is what kind of sound they will make because I didn't memorize what key have how many sharps or flat or what kind of sharp and flat. Give me a big big applause because I'm dead. Well it's not like I don't want to memorize it, it just doesn't stick to my head.

Oral test is the worst. I can't differentiate what and what, can't clap, can't sing, can't Do Re Mi.


So, now I shall go practice more and more before my piano teacher comes. I thought I wanna add the song Romance found in the CD which is not my pieces but it seems like I can't. Oh well...then I will listen to it myself. Hehe.