I wonder what mess did I get myself into today? I think I should measure my own abilities before agreeing to anything but still I couldn't refuse somebody. That is one of the treat that I have and I hated the most. I should really learn how to refuse somebody when they asked me for something.I am sure the outcome won't be pretty so I will wait till next Saturday to know actually how it works out.Oh dear. I sure hope it doesn't happen. If it does happen, let it be good and don't have to make fun of myself.

I always wanted to write title for my blog but it seems like they doesn't appear. So...I don't need to write any title. They just won't appear and I don't understand why. Ahh...I am just being ridiculous here due to the extra time I got to brood over the internet for not being enjoyable enough for me so kindly ignore me. I just feel like typing something and I found out that my blog is just as enjoyable to type in other than Microsoft Word(MW). At least, I no need to think at all when I am writing here unlike in MW, I did crack my brain for half a minute to know to what to write.
And another difference is, in here I am talking in first person point of view which is about myself. In MW, I am talking about third person point of view.

Do you know, when you are about to type something down and you are currently listening to soft melody or somehow reminds you of something sad, your fingers just move on their own and write down something angst-y. You feel angst as well. No kidding but of course not to the point of committing suicide or anything like that. Just make me feel like writing something that make people cry. I don't think I ever succeeded but sometimes they tell me the cried when they read what I wrote which I don't find it that tragically sad, it's just a normal sad that they can't get together something like that which in the end they will get together for I wanted my favourite couple to get together. I wouldn't call myself emotionless...since I cried like mad woman when saw sad sad show or read sad sad books.

See....just talkinf about this make me feel guilty. I knew I wrote a small part of the next chapter that I am supposed to update during lecture but what I can finish two side of a paper in less than half an hour can't be considered any good. Well...when it comes to these thing, I don't think I ever use my brain to come out with something. There is sometimes...but rarely and the brain worked less than a minute. Why aren't my brain move that bloody fast when I am studying or having exams or even doing calculations?

See...they are getting longer isn't my post? I need to practice myself in writing long long since I couldn't fork out even 5 pages of MW without difficulties due to my inactive in writing. Ah...at this time, I feel like sending my oh ever-so-famous long long emails to dear Melissa. Always the victim she is. Quiet but never fails to bully me.

Oh, wanna know what I did today? I spend my time with my computer for few hours, then I go watch Astro on Demand Preview and ended watching The Seventh Day episode 1 for so many times that I can actually memorize the dialog. I mean, the advertise other show for 15 minutes and again they start back episode 1. Not like it's a bad thing but still I prefer you will do episode 2. The new show Tai Chi is...ok I guess. I like the China actor Vincent Zhao even when he do the show Wind and Cloud. But I am getting bored of seeing Myolie for so many times. A little bored of seeing Raymond Lam and Bosco not to mention Charmaine Sheh but that just proved that they are good actors and actresses since they just keep on appearing in TV Dramas.

I think I should stop now.