Thank God mum is alright now. I was so afraid she has to stay a night in the hospital. The 9 to 10 hours of wait is dreadful but seeing my mum feeling cold and sick is much more worst.

Thank God.

Met with Potato today. Not deliberately though. I was following WL's car to college and her dad is supposed to teach Potato driving^^. Her expression when she sees me is priceless!

Had some humiliating time taking pictures looking like a retard. Stain of my life. Full stop.

Need to learn how to split my time into three now.

And I hate it when my mom gets sick. I have the urge to scold her. Well I did scold her. Not only she sounded like dead zombie walking around, she doesn't listen to us and doing something else when she isn't supposed to. You see! She doesn't want to rest and yet she moaned how unfeeling well she is. What a dilemma.

It would be nice if God can read blog because I don't think my words are reaching him.


I need a break. I want to be selfish. I want to turn a blind eye on everything and have my small little wishes come true. I don't want to give up the things that I want to do anymore.


But I can't.


I wonder when will all this end. I am so sick of everything.