Lately pens are frustrating me to no end. Every single pen I bought ran out of ink after one week of usage. Not because I used all of them, its because they dried out.
Dang!
Today, I went to stationery shop and the pen I used to buy is not there so I bought another one. This time I hope I can use them for a long time. Its very annoying to write halfway and the ink is not coming out and you have to search for a new pen when the lecturers just talk away.
and
the other night I spent the whole night till 3.30 a.m. just to read finish a story book I borrowed from a friend earlier that night. 'If You Could See Me Now' by Cecilia Adhern. Needless to say, Cecilia is a very good author. Her books are always touching, heart wrenching and make me cry again.
And here I thought I can postpone reading it. How pathetic. But it was just too good to let the book down. My hand just continuously turning the pages.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I need to vent out my frustration just a little bit.
There is this fly who get into my room who knows when and now refuses to get out. It just keep on flying around the room but not out of the room.
And I seriously don't know what am I doing. I just know I am reading the notes for Cost & Management Accounting but nothing is entering my brain. Though its open text book, I am scared I don't even know where to find the answer from. And here they say costing is much easier than finance, I have to say otherwise.
Too many complicated and confusing theory.
There is this fly who get into my room who knows when and now refuses to get out. It just keep on flying around the room but not out of the room.
And I seriously don't know what am I doing. I just know I am reading the notes for Cost & Management Accounting but nothing is entering my brain. Though its open text book, I am scared I don't even know where to find the answer from. And here they say costing is much easier than finance, I have to say otherwise.
Too many complicated and confusing theory.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
1, 2 and 3
First!
I didn't do my first two midterm subject all that well. Let's just say that Cherry's 'erase-the-correct-answer' decided to wake up from its sleep....again. Two more to go~
Second!
(it's manga related...so you don't have to read if you don't want to)
*screams*
I think I finally pick up the pieces and solved a little of the Tsubasa confusing plot. There is still doubt to my theory but hey I finally get a hang of it. If you ask me, I think it is worth celebrating...in my case of course. Nothing too important since everyone guessed it correctly ahead of me long time ago ...considering I was blurred all the way till today's chapter.
There is too many Syaoran and Sakura(after they were given a new life, they become who. Whose the real father and mother, which one is the clone...etc) that I actually got confused terribly and tried desperately to understand who and who. Not much of a progess till today when I finally can grasp just a tiny bit of what's happening.
...let's just hope it's correct. and of course the story is closing to the ending but we still have many many chapters to go. Come on, it's CLAMP we are talking about here. It's nothing to be surprise about. (had enough of surprises from them that I am practically immune)
And we probably won't see much of Yuuko anymore. But I can't wait to see what's in store for Watanuki and Doumeki.
Third!
I want to watch xxxHolic: Shunmuki 2!
I actually forgotten about this one until I saw his face. Older Syaoran! *squeals* I only get to see the young and not to mention very adorable, as well as the teenage one. Now I get to set my eyes on the adult (a dad to be accurate).
*squeals*
I don't think anybody will be excited to see an adult Syaoran but I am. XD
P/S: And Haruhi's (from Ouran HSHC) father and mother when they were younger and obviously haven't get together is so funny. Haruhi's dad kind of remind me of Tamaki, only Tamaki is much much more of an adorable idiot that everyone can't help falling in love with him. Why can't Haruhi be more like her mother?
*laughs*
I know that i have been squealing, laughing, screaming and smiling like an idiot. It actually hurts my jaw.
I didn't do my first two midterm subject all that well. Let's just say that Cherry's 'erase-the-correct-answer' decided to wake up from its sleep....again. Two more to go~
Second!
(it's manga related...so you don't have to read if you don't want to)
*screams*
I think I finally pick up the pieces and solved a little of the Tsubasa confusing plot. There is still doubt to my theory but hey I finally get a hang of it. If you ask me, I think it is worth celebrating...in my case of course. Nothing too important since everyone guessed it correctly ahead of me long time ago ...considering I was blurred all the way till today's chapter.
There is too many Syaoran and Sakura(after they were given a new life, they become who. Whose the real father and mother, which one is the clone...etc) that I actually got confused terribly and tried desperately to understand who and who. Not much of a progess till today when I finally can grasp just a tiny bit of what's happening.
...let's just hope it's correct. and of course the story is closing to the ending but we still have many many chapters to go. Come on, it's CLAMP we are talking about here. It's nothing to be surprise about. (had enough of surprises from them that I am practically immune)
And we probably won't see much of Yuuko anymore. But I can't wait to see what's in store for Watanuki and Doumeki.
Third!
I want to watch xxxHolic: Shunmuki 2!
I actually forgotten about this one until I saw his face. Older Syaoran! *squeals* I only get to see the young and not to mention very adorable, as well as the teenage one. Now I get to set my eyes on the adult (a dad to be accurate).
*squeals*
I don't think anybody will be excited to see an adult Syaoran but I am. XD
P/S: And Haruhi's (from Ouran HSHC) father and mother when they were younger and obviously haven't get together is so funny. Haruhi's dad kind of remind me of Tamaki, only Tamaki is much much more of an adorable idiot that everyone can't help falling in love with him. Why can't Haruhi be more like her mother?
*laughs*
I know that i have been squealing, laughing, screaming and smiling like an idiot. It actually hurts my jaw.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Jerks.
Some random guy added me in MSN and I added him.
When he online, he ask me whether I wanted to chat. I asked him who he is (and planning to ask where he get my email from), he reply me he is 25 years old. Talk about replying my question, I don't think he understands them.
Then he continued the conversation by asking my age, I told him and asked me whether I am studying or not. I replied yes and he replied me this "working lo...want to have notty chat?"
ASAKLJDHASDF.
Stupid men with their raging hormones (not all of them of course...no offense to guys out there). Did it ever crossed their mind that people actually uses MSN with good reasons instead of just like them using them just to find some girls to satisfy their raging hormones?
...
I guess not. If yes, I won't be here writing this.
When he online, he ask me whether I wanted to chat. I asked him who he is (and planning to ask where he get my email from), he reply me he is 25 years old. Talk about replying my question, I don't think he understands them.
Then he continued the conversation by asking my age, I told him and asked me whether I am studying or not. I replied yes and he replied me this "working lo...want to have notty chat?"
ASAKLJDHASDF.
Stupid men with their raging hormones (not all of them of course...no offense to guys out there). Did it ever crossed their mind that people actually uses MSN with good reasons instead of just like them using them just to find some girls to satisfy their raging hormones?
...
I guess not. If yes, I won't be here writing this.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Book.
One or two weeks ago, I borrowed a story book entitled 'The Kite Runner' written by Khaled Hosseini from Wai Ling and I tried to delay my reading time which it works fine because I didn't read past 3o pages until today when I finished the whole book in less than 5 hours.
So tell me, what's the point of delaying it in the first place when I am going to finish it too soon again.
The main point is, it is a very good book to read.
Probably its just me but I found this book heart-wrenching. The sweet fond memories of narrator's childhood brings smile to my face but it is also the childhood memories that brings tears rolling down my face. Of so many books I have read, rarely any books made me cry. The first one will be Harry Potter where Sirius died and so many other scenes that is worth crying such as when Fred lost a ear and George died, then 'P.S I Love You' that made me shed a few tears but the only book that made tears rolling down so many times and crying hard is 'The Kite Runner'. Usually, when I read a book, I put myself in the character's place. By far, this book made it even more surreal. The emotions are overwhelming and rushing out.
Even after I am taking a short break, I managed to make myself cry again by thinking back the story and before I knew it, I am reaching out for the book just to get more tears out of the system.
So tell me, what's the point of delaying it in the first place when I am going to finish it too soon again.
The main point is, it is a very good book to read.
Probably its just me but I found this book heart-wrenching. The sweet fond memories of narrator's childhood brings smile to my face but it is also the childhood memories that brings tears rolling down my face. Of so many books I have read, rarely any books made me cry. The first one will be Harry Potter where Sirius died and so many other scenes that is worth crying such as when Fred lost a ear and George died, then 'P.S I Love You' that made me shed a few tears but the only book that made tears rolling down so many times and crying hard is 'The Kite Runner'. Usually, when I read a book, I put myself in the character's place. By far, this book made it even more surreal. The emotions are overwhelming and rushing out.
Even after I am taking a short break, I managed to make myself cry again by thinking back the story and before I knew it, I am reaching out for the book just to get more tears out of the system.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
beauty sleep? none.
something that I am glad is i have an account that nobody - except that person who uses that account as well - knows.
things that i can't say here, i can say it there. things i can't say on both side, i got another one somewhere, although getting moldy due to lack of use. not like i have a lot of things to be not known but i do have, kept secretly inside my heart/brain.
...
my bro is pissing me off. I asked him the night before, 'what time you going out tomorrow?'
and he replied me around 8 or 9 in the morning. I woke up at 9 obviously late and just prepared myself with a zombie look. My mum even asked me to go sleep back but I was reluctant since if I am late, mum have to drive dad's car and I am worried about her driving that car. Then, well I was bathing...he told mum he won't use the car so soon! He is following his friend's car.
ASKHLAKFHAGH!
Here I am online, all-set, stayed awake for almost 2 hours where I could have been sleeping! I haven't gotten any beauty sleep. I can't wait for tomorrow (Friday) so I can wake up as late as I want.
and it is always this moment when assignments and stuff build up that i tend to get pissed off...with proper reasons.
things that i can't say here, i can say it there. things i can't say on both side, i got another one somewhere, although getting moldy due to lack of use. not like i have a lot of things to be not known but i do have, kept secretly inside my heart/brain.
...
my bro is pissing me off. I asked him the night before, 'what time you going out tomorrow?'
and he replied me around 8 or 9 in the morning. I woke up at 9 obviously late and just prepared myself with a zombie look. My mum even asked me to go sleep back but I was reluctant since if I am late, mum have to drive dad's car and I am worried about her driving that car. Then, well I was bathing...he told mum he won't use the car so soon! He is following his friend's car.
ASKHLAKFHAGH!
Here I am online, all-set, stayed awake for almost 2 hours where I could have been sleeping! I haven't gotten any beauty sleep. I can't wait for tomorrow (Friday) so I can wake up as late as I want.
and it is always this moment when assignments and stuff build up that i tend to get pissed off...with proper reasons.
Friday, May 29, 2009
briefing.
Today, although reluctant and a bit not feeling well, i dragged myself to the co-op briefing.
and fortunately, its nice, interesting and funny. even the slides is interesting. Nothing like what we had last Friday which is pure boredom and boredom. so you get the point on how terrible is that. our speaker is an actor, some other composer or whatever, and won some award in some huge event because if i recognize hearing about something, then its got to be pretty big coming from a person who don't watch local tv programs and reading newspapers.
we had fun clapping hands for people who came late too since he insisted that they walk up the stage. and every single time, people go through that stage, we clapped. Pretty fun to see some people enjoy the spotlight.
....
oh, i had the newest pizza from PizzaHut. *grins*
I love prawns. ~
I love mayonaise~
And it had both. What else can i say?
and fortunately, its nice, interesting and funny. even the slides is interesting. Nothing like what we had last Friday which is pure boredom and boredom. so you get the point on how terrible is that. our speaker is an actor, some other composer or whatever, and won some award in some huge event because if i recognize hearing about something, then its got to be pretty big coming from a person who don't watch local tv programs and reading newspapers.
we had fun clapping hands for people who came late too since he insisted that they walk up the stage. and every single time, people go through that stage, we clapped. Pretty fun to see some people enjoy the spotlight.
....
oh, i had the newest pizza from PizzaHut. *grins*
I love prawns. ~
I love mayonaise~
And it had both. What else can i say?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
tick tock
now i remember what i want to say.
Cost and Management Accounting(CMA) literally killed my brain off. Its like add math all again but with less formula. I felt happiness swelling in my heart when i can finally get the answer when the question given confused me to no end.
so yea, i shall continue my CMA.
Cost and Management Accounting(CMA) literally killed my brain off. Its like add math all again but with less formula. I felt happiness swelling in my heart when i can finally get the answer when the question given confused me to no end.
so yea, i shall continue my CMA.
just another hectic wednesday
- there is a lot of things in my mind, no doubt plagued me and gets me just a little teary-eyed.
Today, I went to library and i am surprised on how much I missed it, just to sit there, reading, doing something or just flying in la-la land. believe it or not, i felt accomplished, even just a little. rather than being at home all day long and stare at the computer, doing nothing good.
...but library is the best if you go there early for you might have a chance to grab a table for yourself. Any later than 11, may you have luck searching for a place to sit.
again, i must say this, my holiday mood is not over yet.
so many things to do and i kind of dislike Wednesday because it seems like my workload seems to be due on Thursday. After a tiring day and reach home 7 something, the next thing you know, you have to get your homework started - and mind you, not in the do it slow and steady, do it or tomorrow be clueless.
p.s. Jelly is coming back^^. It's been a long long time since I saw her online in Skype. It makes me feel like there goes another Mel Mel who went missing...again.
p.s.s I may be just a little paranoid there but...oh well, when I am alone, my brains seems to think too much.
Today, I went to library and i am surprised on how much I missed it, just to sit there, reading, doing something or just flying in la-la land. believe it or not, i felt accomplished, even just a little. rather than being at home all day long and stare at the computer, doing nothing good.
...but library is the best if you go there early for you might have a chance to grab a table for yourself. Any later than 11, may you have luck searching for a place to sit.
again, i must say this, my holiday mood is not over yet.
so many things to do and i kind of dislike Wednesday because it seems like my workload seems to be due on Thursday. After a tiring day and reach home 7 something, the next thing you know, you have to get your homework started - and mind you, not in the do it slow and steady, do it or tomorrow be clueless.
p.s. Jelly is coming back^^. It's been a long long time since I saw her online in Skype. It makes me feel like there goes another Mel Mel who went missing...again.
p.s.s I may be just a little paranoid there but...oh well, when I am alone, my brains seems to think too much.
Monday, May 25, 2009
facade
The warm body behind, embracing him was nothing but an illusion and will fade away soon. The kindness shown was nothing but mere pretense. Enveloped by hugs and kisses, he keeps on wondered when will this facade ends.
As naive as he is, as delusional as he is, he wanted to stay in this dream. Facade or not, at the very least, he captured the sweet ecstasy in his hands - even for a very short moment.
~*~
I am planning to fill my own blog with random posts.
As naive as he is, as delusional as he is, he wanted to stay in this dream. Facade or not, at the very least, he captured the sweet ecstasy in his hands - even for a very short moment.
~*~
I am planning to fill my own blog with random posts.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
just a little wacko
I am once again lost myself with love for my boys. My beautiful, handsome boys...
...when I am suppose to be doing something more important such as starting doing the assignment or actually start flipping the textbook/notes instead of continue to drown inside my own fantasy world or reading numerous fanfics that are waiting for me. right now. calling desperately. moaning.
They are actually pretty persistent even after I repeatedly rejecting their kind offer.
"Cheryl. Read me. Read me first. Don't stop...there are so many chapters waiting for you."
~*~
You know, if one day I am not sick and twisted due to stress that is if I have any, it must be my mind that caused me to be like this. Brains are suppose to be working but they are working too aggressively on the wrong thing.
Finish my current obsession with CLAMP mangas. Will do so in another week to fully indulge myself in them again.
and is it just me or FMA:Brotherhood episode 8 is not out this week? I've been waiting and waiting and re-watch episode 7 just in case I have forgotten to watch it.
....alright. I have got to go. Those fanfics are calling me so passionately that I can't leave them alone. and I need to learn to tell myself this.
"YMY! Stop succumbing to their pleadings"
...when I am suppose to be doing something more important such as starting doing the assignment or actually start flipping the textbook/notes instead of continue to drown inside my own fantasy world or reading numerous fanfics that are waiting for me. right now. calling desperately. moaning.
They are actually pretty persistent even after I repeatedly rejecting their kind offer.
"Cheryl. Read me. Read me first. Don't stop...there are so many chapters waiting for you."
~*~
You know, if one day I am not sick and twisted due to stress that is if I have any, it must be my mind that caused me to be like this. Brains are suppose to be working but they are working too aggressively on the wrong thing.
Finish my current obsession with CLAMP mangas. Will do so in another week to fully indulge myself in them again.
and is it just me or FMA:Brotherhood episode 8 is not out this week? I've been waiting and waiting and re-watch episode 7 just in case I have forgotten to watch it.
....alright. I have got to go. Those fanfics are calling me so passionately that I can't leave them alone. and I need to learn to tell myself this.
"YMY! Stop succumbing to their pleadings"
Two-timed feeling.
I am currently howling in laughter. Very quietly.
My stomach actually aches.
And I can't stop smiling after my laughter died down.
.....
I have some issues with me, vehicle, and college.
Get the point?
No? Never mind. Allow me to wallow in self-pity.
My stomach actually aches.
And I can't stop smiling after my laughter died down.
.....
I have some issues with me, vehicle, and college.
Get the point?
No? Never mind. Allow me to wallow in self-pity.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
...random
Today's lunch is interesting and funny. We had some silly conversations and we laughed till our jaw hurts.
What conversation we had?
...
It's best if it's just between us.
P/S: My light yellow sleeping gown had large numerous blue spots everywhere. I went "Mummy! Why my pajamas so ugly already?!"
*sob*
My favourite pajamas is ruined.
...
Today is also the first time I was mistaken as studying hard when I in actual I am flying around in la-la land.
*insert evil laughs*
....
sorry for the random post.
What conversation we had?
...
It's best if it's just between us.
P/S: My light yellow sleeping gown had large numerous blue spots everywhere. I went "Mummy! Why my pajamas so ugly already?!"
*sob*
My favourite pajamas is ruined.
...
Today is also the first time I was mistaken as studying hard when I in actual I am flying around in la-la land.
*insert evil laughs*
....
sorry for the random post.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Because I am an idiot.
*sniff*
CLAMP made me cry again.
I am beyond help.
*shall continue my crying session*
.....
and I love-hate evil Fuuma because the good Fuuma will never do that to Kamui. I must be twisted.
CLAMP made me cry again.
I am beyond help.
*shall continue my crying session*
.....
and I love-hate evil Fuuma because the good Fuuma will never do that to Kamui. I must be twisted.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Shocking!
Shocking revelation!
My mum actually know tiny bit of Japanese! She learned it a little when she was working in a hotel but unfortunately forgotten all of it. *screams*
She remembered how to say thank you and the numbers(with the exception of 9 and 10). Maybe it wasn't anything special but for my mum it is since her proclamation of dislike for Japanese ...due to Japanese Occupation . And I always wondered where in the world my mum learned the word "Arigatou" from.
Wow.
Wouldn't it be good that she actually remembers everything and teach me?
P/S: Bought one slipper and one heel. Hopefully I can walk with that heel or else I will hit myself with a hammer.
My mum actually know tiny bit of Japanese! She learned it a little when she was working in a hotel but unfortunately forgotten all of it. *screams*
She remembered how to say thank you and the numbers(with the exception of 9 and 10). Maybe it wasn't anything special but for my mum it is since her proclamation of dislike for Japanese ...due to Japanese Occupation . And I always wondered where in the world my mum learned the word "Arigatou" from.
Wow.
Wouldn't it be good that she actually remembers everything and teach me?
P/S: Bought one slipper and one heel. Hopefully I can walk with that heel or else I will hit myself with a hammer.
Because I am troubled
Stupid requests is just plain irritating and stupid but the most idiotic one is me. I don't know whether its just me or what, depending on situation, I couldn't reject people when they are asking me to do something especially when they are damn persistent about it. I said once no, twice and when they keep on continuing bugging me about asking me help, pleading me even...that's when I hate my lenient idiotic self. Not to mention when those stupid requests came from a family member.
That is why I seldom trying to know what the problem they are having. I asked, you tell me and that's it. I am no Samaritan who understand your pain and all, although I may understand but I surely wouldn't help till the extent that makes me feel bad, reluctant and unwilling. Help is only granted on my on free will and any forcing and pleading will however make me feels irritated, annoyed and left a bad impression of you.
As I am trying to repeatedly ignore and refuse someone's request, I couldn't help but to feel guilty that I am very reluctant to help him and also a part of me is screaming "I don't want to do it!" Why can't people just ask what you wanted instead of going through lengths just for that?
Ask and you will be given. Although you have asked and you are not given, then you just have to settle it on your own.
There is always an alternative options.
If to get something from someone and you have to go through the pretense, making up memorize dialogues, dragging people along with your scheme of sweet coated words, sympathy, it would be better off that you don't obtain whatever you wanted to. What is the point?!
P/S: I need to make a to-do-list. I am always forgetting what I should do and delaying them.
That is why I seldom trying to know what the problem they are having. I asked, you tell me and that's it. I am no Samaritan who understand your pain and all, although I may understand but I surely wouldn't help till the extent that makes me feel bad, reluctant and unwilling. Help is only granted on my on free will and any forcing and pleading will however make me feels irritated, annoyed and left a bad impression of you.
As I am trying to repeatedly ignore and refuse someone's request, I couldn't help but to feel guilty that I am very reluctant to help him and also a part of me is screaming "I don't want to do it!" Why can't people just ask what you wanted instead of going through lengths just for that?
Ask and you will be given. Although you have asked and you are not given, then you just have to settle it on your own.
There is always an alternative options.
If to get something from someone and you have to go through the pretense, making up memorize dialogues, dragging people along with your scheme of sweet coated words, sympathy, it would be better off that you don't obtain whatever you wanted to. What is the point?!
P/S: I need to make a to-do-list. I am always forgetting what I should do and delaying them.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Snippets of Convo
*dinner time*
Mum: Afterwards Chong Mei Soon ( a friend of mine in primary school and unfortunately didn't communicate anymore) will fight with Denmark.
Me: Chong Mei Soon? Wong Mew Choo is it?
Dad: Julia ah?
Mum: Chong Mei Soon!
Me: Chong Mei Soon is my friend oh.
*Mum thinks*
Mum: Yea. Wong Mew Choo.
Dad: Why don't you say Lau Pei Xi?
Mum: Wah! You remember your daughter's friend name woh!
That coming from my dad is brilliant. Even Kah Ann's name become 'Kaya' to him. Mum practically howled with laughter when she told me. I guess dad was probably eating kaya when he was talking about fetching me from Ann's house.
Mum: Afterwards Chong Mei Soon ( a friend of mine in primary school and unfortunately didn't communicate anymore) will fight with Denmark.
Me: Chong Mei Soon? Wong Mew Choo is it?
Dad: Julia ah?
Mum: Chong Mei Soon!
Me: Chong Mei Soon is my friend oh.
*Mum thinks*
Mum: Yea. Wong Mew Choo.
Dad: Why don't you say Lau Pei Xi?
Mum: Wah! You remember your daughter's friend name woh!
That coming from my dad is brilliant. Even Kah Ann's name become 'Kaya' to him. Mum practically howled with laughter when she told me. I guess dad was probably eating kaya when he was talking about fetching me from Ann's house.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Wrong Timing
My nap time hour is way haywire.
I slept at 4 till 7.
I doubted I will have a good sleep tonight.
I slept at 4 till 7.
I doubted I will have a good sleep tonight.
AR - not so important.
This post is all related to manga/anime. So don't bother reading it if it's not your cup of tea. Contained spoilers too but CLAMP fans should have read them already. So no problem there. I just need to angst a little here.
*sighs*
I know I hate reading the last chapter of Tokyo Babylon manga for a reason but I can't help to read them again and again until I actually lost count. It was sweet in the beginning and it just turned out to be so depressing in the end.
CLAMP is very well capable in making complicated but yet fantastic plots, cute cute things, beautiful artworks and not to mention blatantly obvious but not focused boy love. Tokyo Babylon is an example of that but despite of umpteenth time of reading I kept on asking myself 'why sad ending'? Even killing off Seishiro in x/1999 but leaves us readers a big suspense of 'I...you' from dying Seishiro to Subaru. I guess we will never know what's the word in the middle but I am guessing love. Why can't they be just like Touya and Yukito in Card Captor Sakura although they are not shown to be together officially (pretty obvious they are together) but hey at least no one is dying. My heart actually cries out for sweet Subaru and although Seishiro is being an evil, heartless, but dashing assasin, I can't help but still love him.
And....
Subaru-kun finally realized that he loves Seishiro! And Seishiro killed his sister and leaves him heartbroken and died innerly.
*facepalms*
I guess that's what fanfics are for, I suppose.
And I am currently not so patiently waiting for the next update of xxxHolic and Tsubasa Chronicle.
*sighs*
I know I hate reading the last chapter of Tokyo Babylon manga for a reason but I can't help to read them again and again until I actually lost count. It was sweet in the beginning and it just turned out to be so depressing in the end.
CLAMP is very well capable in making complicated but yet fantastic plots, cute cute things, beautiful artworks and not to mention blatantly obvious but not focused boy love. Tokyo Babylon is an example of that but despite of umpteenth time of reading I kept on asking myself 'why sad ending'? Even killing off Seishiro in x/1999 but leaves us readers a big suspense of 'I...you' from dying Seishiro to Subaru. I guess we will never know what's the word in the middle but I am guessing love. Why can't they be just like Touya and Yukito in Card Captor Sakura although they are not shown to be together officially (pretty obvious they are together) but hey at least no one is dying. My heart actually cries out for sweet Subaru and although Seishiro is being an evil, heartless, but dashing assasin, I can't help but still love him.
And....
Subaru-kun finally realized that he loves Seishiro! And Seishiro killed his sister and leaves him heartbroken and died innerly.
*facepalms*
I guess that's what fanfics are for, I suppose.
And I am currently not so patiently waiting for the next update of xxxHolic and Tsubasa Chronicle.
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