Tomorrow is the final day of my examination. I will have Business Economics and Financial Accounting 1. I am not very well prepared in these two subjects. I skipped reading text book and focus on the lecture notes (which I haven't start for accounts yet). I still have no idea how to find profit and all in Economics. My Accounts, needless to say it's always a blur.

Let's just hope that the 2 hours remaining I have, I can get something important into my brain.

Why 2 hours? Because I plan to watch videos, reread xxxHolic manga again from the beginning for the 3rd time this week here in the website and TV starting from night till I sleep. It's 'Merlin' time^^

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Tomorrow Business Law exam!


Don't really know what am I reading. I just know I am suppose to be rushing against the time but my brain is not really getting that point considering how laid back I am now. Watching videos non-stop.


Tsk. Might as well relax now and let's see whether later I can push something into my brain and hopefully remember them.

I know. It's a pointless post but I'm bored. YouTube wasn't functioning all that well lately. What a bummer. My only source of entertainment that involves moving people and sound because Megavideo decided to dislike me.

Reaction Survey.

I am not exactly being tagged by dear papaya. *shrug* Since my brain is not working today at all from morning till now, at night, I might as well do it.

This is called 50 first reactions... Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think already and go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1) Beer : Nah.

2) Food : I am wondering if I should grab myself some snack considering I am just after dinner.

3) Relationships : Family and friends

4) Crush : Hm...none.

5) Power Rangers : Power Rangers Wild Life? I kind of forgotten the names but they involved animals XD

6) Life : is full of obstacles

7) The President : Obama?

8) Yummy : Chocolates!

9) Cars : My brother's Wira.

10) Movie : .....

11) Halloween : Ghost.

12) Sex : Male. Female.

13) Religion : Christian

14) Hate : Liars.

15) Fear : Snake. ><

16) Marriage : Love.

17) Blondes : Bradley James. I think. Didn't really notice but he's the first one to came to my mind.

18) Slippers : Outside on the shoe rack.

19) Shoes : My sport shoe on the shoe rack as well.

20) Asians : drama. Yup.

21) Pass time : Online!

22) One night stand : Lonely people trying to find some company or they are just plain sex-crazed?

23) My cell phone : Err...Walkman

24) Smoke : Cigarettes.

25) Fantasy : MERLIN~ (Ignore me. I am already very deeply in love with the series. I want season 2!!)

26) College : Exam next week. T.T

27) High school life : Well...interesting.

28) Pajamas : Over sized T-Shirt.

29) Stars : Pretty.

30) Center : Crowd

31) Alcohol : Red wine.

32) The word love : Eternal

33) Friends : Food gang.

34) Money : To spend.

35) Heartache : Cry

36) Time : Essence

37) Divorce : Poor the kids if they have them.

38) Dogs : My big Lessy.

39) Undies : Lingerie

40) Parents : Love

41) Babies :EAT. SLEEP. POOP. CRY.

42) Ex : Example.

43) Song : The Heart Never Lies.

44) Color : Red

45) Weddings : Happy Ceremony.

46) Pizza : Royal Masala

47) Hangout : My room.

48) Rest : and enjoy

49) Goal : Gotten hold of a Degree.

50) Inspiration : A lot of it and I am unable to write it down. Pathetic.

I got Business Law and Fundamentals of Marketing exam next week and Business Economics as well as Financial Accounting the following week.

I got abundant of things to read and there is not enough time.

And my brain is not cooperating with me at all. One moment I read this particular part, then less than a few minutes, I have no freaking idea what I have read. Not even one single bit.

This. This is like somebody just dumped a cold bucket of ice water on me.

*grins* *anxious* *sleepy*

Finals are creeping nearer and sooner than I thought. I didn't make much of a progress in studying though. Ah well...with me watching YouTube and laughing till there is no voice coming out and my jaw hurts all the time, surely it is expected. I even had to fight the urge to post up some funny video/snippets about the show 'Merlin' up.

Maybe next time.

Yes. Yes. Me and my obsession with Merlin the series. What can I say?

It's slightly humourous which is the best part of it, interesting, and of course a weakness of mine... It involves magic. I always like something that involves magical, supernatural (not ghost), blah, blah,...which is the things that is not happening and will not happen in our real life.

Hmm...now I am going to sleep. Will continue studying again tomorrow in which I hope something actually goes into my brain.

P/S: And oh! My b'day was enjoyable. My cousin (40+ year old) celebrated my b'day with me with his sons along with my mum. We watched Resident Evil: Apocalypse and one chinese movie on the DVD player while eating cake and chicken wings. Gotten a watch for a b'day present as well.

The best part of it all is I finally get to blow candles on my b'day cake!!! I didn't know anything about making wishes though in which they all assumed I did make my wish which I told them later I didn't because I blow the candles too soon. *laugh* Too eager to blow the candles XD. Okay. Okay. Nevermind the cake. I just want to blow the candles.

It's like I am 5 years old again. With cake and candles and people to sing b'day song for me. Oh I love the b'day song too. I actually clapped my hands and grinning like an idiot all the time. My mum teased me on how happy I am about people celebrating my birthday with me! It's expected isn't? I haven't been able to have a proper celebration for years.

Mm. So, I really have to go now.

I am Screaming Merlin

I . Am. In. Love.


*sighs*


With the series Merlin XD. I've been missing certain episodes in TV3 and I am now currently trying not to miss any episode in Hallmark channel. I've been proclaiming my love for the series to myself and my mother but since she wasn't really sure what the hell am I talking about, she didn't scold me but they knew I am arguing with them over the TV only means Merlin, the young warlock.

I want the DVD!!!

I am waiting for Season 2!!!

I want the DVD!!! (My mum keep on complaining that I got a lot of things to buy which in the end I didn't buy them ><)

I want to watch Merlin starring Colin Morgan, Bradley James, Angel Coulby and Katie Mcgrath!

I AM IN LOVE.

Okay. Ignore me. Few days without internet connection do this to me.

I want the DVD. I want to watch Merlin. I want DVD. I love Merlin.

I've been chanting this again and again for who knows how many days and nights.

Merlin~

Movie.

Rainy clouds always followed me whenever I go out and have fun and that happens all the time. I gotten all wet on our way back. Went to Time Square with Ann, Chloe, and Hui Xian. Xiemin didn't join us because she is going to watch the movie "Confession of a shopaholic" with her sister and probably mum tomorrow.

I must say its a lovely movie and I love it. It's a laugh-out-loud kind of story and made me teary eyed at some part of it too. Sure we all know and able to guess what will happen to the girl and all like its a normal thing to happen in a movie but still it did wonders. I believe the book too is nice and I would love to read it...that is if I ever get hold of it.

And I have been driving to school supervised by mum - in which she is still getting heart attack at...but seriously, I wasn't that bad...at least I think so - for two days. The thing is, I already dreaded driving. See! Driving is really not my thing. How can people get bored on the second day they learn how to drive to college?

Driving #1

The first thing that came to my mind when I was walking towards my brother's car and saw my mother shifted from the driver seat to the passenger seat, waved at me, gesturing that I will be driving home today made my brain stopped short for a moment. I incredulously pointed at myself and mouthed "Me?"

This probably wouldn't happen if I didn't skip class and study till 3.30.

She ignored me though, I was already talking to myself while walking there. "Did I bring my P license? I only learn how to drive two rounds around my housing area yesterday, who say I am qualified to drive now?" Who cares about people giving me weird looks, I was more concern about my own and my mother's welfare. While I was seated on the driver seat, I can hear my own heart go thump thump so loudly, mind you, I was actually scared but I bet my mother heart's go THUMP THUMP THUMP! It happens to people who didn't drive for almost a year right? Not to mention, I am practically trying to survive in the jungle of cars! Then, somehow, I felt nothing. Like I am an expert or something (don't I wish?). Sure I get scolded from my mum, nothing serious and a van almost bang on my car when I was driving straight and he is supposed to stop at the junction but he decided to try his luck anyway and cross. I unfortunately didn't put the hon into good use and gotten scold again for not using the hon. Was hoping to honk people once actually *laughs* The life of a beginner driver sure sucks...always getting scold for mere stuff like not using the hon. I don't mind gotten screamed at if I am not using the brake.

So my turtle journey back is quite interesting. I was driving in the first lane in highway (MRR2) along with those big lorries. My meter is only 40+ to 60. Even the heavy lorry which at first was quite far away almost caught up with me. I just drive slowly, press the oil pedal slightly and just drive, ignoring the slowness of my car and even Kancil is passing by next to me at a faster rate. When I looked behind, I saw the lorry was so far apart and I thought what happened, it was then I saw the meter went to 80+. It's a normal speed but for a beginner, I wasn't supposed to go that fast...yet. My mother didn't seem to notice though or else she will go "Don't drive so fast! You just learn how to drive, drive slowly!"

Then...

My mother wanted to go to the market and I drove her there. Not like I can say no when my heart is screaming to go home. Waited for almost half an hour in the car then proceed to eat my lunch nearby my house. I refused to eat near the market because got a lot of cars and people. Its a good opportunity to learn when there is cars but for one day, I had enough of challenge. Normally, I only have to go through 3 roundabouts, because mum have to go market, I have to go through another roundabouts. It's not bad but I have this problem with steering so turning roundabout is troublesome because they just keep on turning!

No. I didn't mean I keep on turning around and around(I am not at that stage like Mr. Bean), just that I have to adjust the steering to make sure the car is still turning and I can't steer too much or else I will go bang either the car or the side(cement) of the roundabout.

So...that's all.

This is my yet another lovely driving story.

When it comes to me and driving, I always have story to tell.

Muses

X-posted from my LiveJournal

ASDKLHJLHFGAAADA!!!

My muse is kicking in at a wrong time...especially when finals are creeping so near now and being me, Queen of Procrastination as usual did nothing but reading storybooks - note the S - and having multiple AsuCaga( Gundam Seed) snippet of scene I wanted to write for my currently ongoing fanfic which I had abandoned until yesterday instead of studying. Phew. Who ever thought I can finally manage to update it. It was actually half-way done, so no sweat there in cutting most of the parts and adding in some new ones and finally proof-read to get rid of those unbelievably obvious mistakes.

Frankly speaking, I am currently very scared of writing something for that fiction. It was just one wrong step and I found myself in a pinch. No actual plot as usual but this time its taking a toll on me. I am constantly searching for some ideas in my head to somehow make that story flows correctly, un-lamely (ignore this non-existent of this word, thank you) and of course in just the way I wanted it to be that I am not too sure of it either. I got the scenes and sometimes, dialouges ready in my head and will be reciting them constantly so that they don't ran away from my mind later but what's lacking is just where is these scenes heading to? What specific occasion is happening in the story that causes these scenes to appear?

*sigh*

I noticed not much updating has been done in my usual blog (BlogSpot), so although it's not related to my so called usual life rambling issue, I am going to copy paste it anyway.

Looky! Looky! I'm All Green!

Read the title peeps!

Yup. I am all green! See? It's like a jungle now, except that it is dry with no trees and animals. Since Jelly decided to go with pink, I decided to go with green. Pink and Green, nice combination isn't? Just kidding. I actually wanted to go with a violet layout with a pretty anime girl there but I decided against it since the colour is too purple-ish. But then, the header of the very layout I am using now is very nice and unique and expressive and green is something new.

Well, as usual, like any other layout I have used before, there have got to be mistakes somewhere. Let me point it out.

First, look at the side bar. See one orange thing up there which I forgotten what is that thing called? I have no idea how to remove it. I did successfully remove the search box though^^
I wonder why we need a search box in a blog. We have Google search, Yahoo search, and MSN search!

Second, at this post, you will see the date and the day. You will realize it will go a little bit off to the right. So instead of seeing 'Sunday', you most probably will see 'Sunda'. Well, let's just think of it as some kind of foreign language shall we? The only day that it shows correctly is Friday. Afterall, Friday is the beginning of a weekend holiday! Reflects my opinion just right^^

Third, will be the beginning and the end of the post. See it is first written 'Authored by Cheryl' before I actually starts the post? Well, it wasn't that bad but it looks weird to me. End of the post, well nothing serious. Just the words go a little bit off to the left this time.

I must have did something to the codes....again.

Alright. That concludes my once again long winded post. Goodbye and till next time.

I have a strong feeling that this is going to be a long post. Beware. Read at your own risk!

Seriously, I got an issue with shoes. Every single high heels I bought hurt my legs. What is wrong with me and shoes? First, getting a correct size, with of course the shoe you like is already hard enough, getting the ones that hurt your leg is not necessary. Ah, if it wasn't for the stupid presentation, I wouldn't have to go through shoe shopping and ended up buying another not fit shoes again.

Then, I went to trim my hair, though my mother actually drag me there because I am hungry and she knew I will be lazy to go out once I step into the house. That explains why I haven't go trim my hair although I kept saying I wanted to trim it Much shorter now. You know what I'm afraid?

I am getting bald. No! Serious. My hair falling rate is so high that it scares me. How do I make my hair grow or just stop falling? Hair Hair, please stop falling and grow more and more hair. Please~

And just why in the world my mum loves watching ghost movie....like someone I know? *cough* Potato *cough* And there she is putting extremely high volume, as if I don't know that she is watching them. Of all things she going to watch after she knew how to operate that darn DVD player, it had to be a freaking ghost story. Now I am afraid to get out from my room. I need my MP3 soon to drown those screams and those eerie sound effect. I remembered I was so scared the other night cause my dog keep on barking around 1 something midnight. I haven't off the computer, I haven't go to the toilet. But I just keep on praying that my dog will just shut up, especially my Lessy don't bark. Do you see the point why am I so freaked out? Why he bark endlessly in midnight when he don't bark in the afternoon?

Looks like it wasn't that long of a post but it's good enough.

See! I knew I forgotten to write something.

Someone bang my dad's car today while my mum is the one driving. I officially forgotten to drive. We are not sure but we felt the pressure and the car even moves forward. When I turned around, its a motorcyclist turning away and a Myvi. Honestly, I wouldn't think that the motorcyclist did it. If he hit us with that bike of his and our car sorta move in front alot from the impact , I think the motorbike must be heavily damage (although the car is an antique and an old junk, but the quality is much better than local cars) but he seems to be fine, so that means left that freaking Myvi, with a nip on the hood of the car and with a such fast reaction, he speeds away.

*laughs*

What car does he think he is driving right now? A Ferrari or a Porshe? Fast enough to escape from me remembering his car plate number with a glance? Seriously. Don't make me laugh. But it's not like we are going to report the police anyway, but if we really did, the car plate number is with me.

My mum don't know heard from who that if you put your silver into clorox, it will be shinier. She asked me to take my cross necklace out and even though I told her it's a fake silver, she still do it anyways.

My whole cross turned black. Damn it.

Now, I don't even have a cross to wear.

Gah!

Just when I was supposed to study like mad person and pushing the information about laws and economics inside my head, I was busy eating my late night supper/dinner because my dad came home late along with my food, which for a moment there, I though I am going to die of hunger and watch 'Merlin' in Hallmark Channel. I hope I can get to watch TV every Sunday...because I have a feeling dad will ensure that I don't get the TV next Sunday.

Ah.

Two exams in a day.

It's time to sleep though.

*laughs*

I am a little off.

I think reading laws did that to me.

What did I ever do to make my SPM certificate angry with me and refuse to come home to me?

Twice, I went to school with high enthusiasm to finally get my real cert but no, I am still unable to get the cert.

First, I didn't bring the SPM slip there, so I have to go back and take.

Then, I return and the office lady went home. I lied to another office lady (who ignored me for 5 minutes) that I won't have any time except today hoping that she can help me get my certificate. Still, luck is not on my side. She refused to take the cert for me and asked me to come on office hour next time. I was only 10 minutes late. My bad, I admit! Does she had to go home so soon? SO punctual?!

*sigh*

Looks like I have to go back tomorrow and get my cert.

Tag....Tagged...Taggy!!!

Tagged by Jelly:

25 random facts about me:

1. I like to read fiction books only. No educational book for me thank you.
   
2. I love violin the most and wished to learn it.
   
3. I am actually dreading a car of my own even though I hate driving
4. I wish I had more hair. I looked bald ><
5. Too coward to try on contact lenses
6. Do I have to mention I adore anime (some of them) and can repeating-ly watch the same series for the umpteenth time if I like them.
   
7. I want to study for the rest of my life. If possible, minus the exams.
   
8. I like performing, only that I have a bad stage fright that I laugh before I even started. Always a bad sign.
9. I freaking hate or more like scared mindless of snakes!
   
10. I don't always voice out my opinion when I dislikes something.
    
11. I don't like this kind of survey because I can't thing anything about myself. XD
12. I actually wanted to try on nail polishes but my mother scared me about my nails turning yellow after using them. Now, I am very very reluctant to try it on. I rub them off instantly when I did try them on.
    
13. I don't really like pink that much....but almost every clothes I have is pink.
    
14. I sucks at piano.
15. Am a sucker for cute cute things. I go 'kyaa~ so cute!' all the time.
    
16. I eat like a pig normally but when I am sad(though extremely rare), I ate like a group of hungry lions.
17. Sleep is my passion
18. I used to and still wish that I forever won't wake up when I am lazy to wake up super early for school and college.
19. Other than my ambition to become a doctor (cannot be fulfilled anymore), I wanted to become an author.
20. My grammar sucks terribly. I can't even differentiate has, have and had...and any other form of grammar.
    
21. I like to sing....alone. in. the. toilet. or. my. own. room. Yay!
22. 3 more to go! Err...I hate shopping because I hate trying clothes on. I hate shoe shopping the most. Nice shoe, no size. Got size, not nice. See! Stupid gorilla leg.
23. Don't have enough self-confidence.
24. I want to be friendly. I am an anti-social.
25. But I talk non-stop with my good friends that they probably have to gag me to make me stop ><

Tag: Who wanna do them, feel free to do so. Though I am encouraging all of you to do this!

Mid-Term

Mid-Term

Mid- Term

Mid-Terrrrrm~


Ah. Mid-term.

I just want to express how dreaded I am to mid-terms or any sorts of exams. Probably having so many exams in a year due to the semester really increase my not-so-enthusiasm up to two octaves. We used to have four exams a year (monthly test, mid-term, monthly test again, and final) in high school. Now (midterm, final) x 2/3 per year.

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This is the first time people say that I don't look like local. Well, nobody said I looked local but since everyone who knows me, knew I am a Malaysian, so its a given.

Today one of the lecturer told me that I looked like a China girl instead of a local. Then he asked me what dialect am I? Even though I am a Hakka, I told him I am a Cantonese (given that I only speak Cantonese and consider myself one). He was like, "Cantonese ah? You look more like from Beijing."

.....

*laughs*

I wonder which part of my face look like a China girl.

I am such an idiot!

I was supposed to send file to the lecturer I am working through email. And guess what?

I forgot to attach the file.

Wonderful x.x

Tomorrow I won't be working, then how am I supposed to resend it to her without her log in ID and password? Let's just hope that she will be there tomorrow when I stop by for a moment.

I've been dragged to have dinner with my cousin( the one who always buy me clothes) along with my auntie and her family from my father side of my family, against my will. And without my mother! *wails* No one accompanies me.

It's no fun when mother is not around considering I don't really communicate well with them. Most of the time I just keep quiet and eat or play with the small boy and the baby girl. Seriously I got so many cousins that it is very confusing. ><

I knew I should not be a sucker and cried like mad over an anime but I can't help it. After watching the movie and bawl like mad, I knew the series too will be as depressing. But when it happens, it is damn depressing. I was still hoping it will be a good ending (though highly unlikely) seeing how the opening song already hinted the possibilities of the sad ending.

This sucks.