Sunday, April 20, 2008
I went to church early in the morning, then later on went to my neighbour's daughter wedding for half an hour and I followed by brother home. The rest of my family remained there for another half an hour. Few hours later, I am all set and waited for Papaya to come fetch me, Potato and Melissa to Jelly's house. Then Jelly's mother fetch the whole bunch of us to Nailis Restaurant near Ampang Point there to have our dinner. I ordered Fish and Chip...again.
Then we walked around Ampang Point, go to Popular looking for books. Jelly found this book "Why Men Have Nipples" XD. Men can actually have breast cancer you know. Beware guys! Then, after that we hang out in Coffee Bean chit-chatting. I ordered Pure Chocolate Ice-Blended and shared 2 cakes.We were taking photos too. By the time I finished drinking my drink, my bladder is all full. So when the rest of us reached Jelly's house, me, Papaya and Potato go to the toilet first.
After that, we are all taking pictures making silly faces.
Jelly, don't show that silly pictures of me okay?
Then, Papaya's mother came to fetch us home and I immediately online. I am very wide awake^^
Saturday, April 19, 2008
It's no longer the short coconut hair I have but I still remain the coconut fringe. It's not as short as last time but still short and can no longer tie up my hair. Feels more comfortable with short fringe because without fringe, the front hair is blocking my face during my sleeps. I don't know what am I talking about but it's better like this. I think I will still keep it long and I only trimmed it today because my hair is totally out of shape and I am waiting for my mother to have car and the time to bring me there. I think she cut it layer though but then I also have no idea what kind of hairstyle she cut for me.
No picture. Too bad.
I paid for me and my mother because she didn't bring money. Then we went to The Store and bought something and in less than 2 hours, I spend so many money. Ahh~ Half of my ang paos have already flown away T.T
Gah!
It was like just a moment ago that I was writing a chapter of my story, post it out and waited for a feedback. Those feedbacks were lovely even though I knew how terrible they were. Maybe it was just my high demand of my own stories but I knew I could do even better. Then, it was the most crucial time that is my most important exam in my high school life. The last 6 months, I didn't write but the vacant time, I didn't used it to study as well. I just use the time to do the most popular thing that I always do...procrastinate.
As I sat here, staring at the computer screen, I thought of a small short story. It was about a girl giving up everything she had, family, friends just for the sake of her dream of becoming an actress. She set out on a journey bringing nothing but herself and a change of clothes. Not a penny on her as her father forbid her of her dream.
"Actress are sluts that sold their bodies just for the fame they have!"
Her father words stung and remained permanently attached onto her mind. She wouldn't believe it and argued with him saying that he has no right to blemished her dreams of becoming a successful actress and she would ride the ladder of success without using any means other than her own hard work and talent. The little girl maybe right but in the entertainment world that are not older than a five year old children, a world where success means ways of doing it differently than any others even if it means sacrificing their own beliefs.
She learns of the truth at the moment she stepped in to that world. She used mean ways just to get herself a role in the play. her first play.She succeeded and convinced herself later on that her doings are not against of what she believes in. She did not forget what she had told her father but little that she realized, it is the fall of her own naivety and the beginning of the tainted world she gotten herself into.
If she just had listened to her father, she wouldn't have ended up like that. A person who lost her soul and just like shell without the body. Empty. Her success fell after so many years, putting so many efforts in making sure the producer will give her a chance. They did...but with a price. A price so big that it's killing her every bit of pride, trust and beliefs. She wouldn't have understand that what her family told her about is true if she didn't set out on a journey of her own and yet still building castle in the air. She might have been a success actress if her conscience didn't kick in and she would still be trapped in the darkness of the world that she thought it's the best place to be with.
Until now, she did not regret her decision and yet she said "I'm glad I found out the reality of this world instead of just dreaming of the good things they offered but now I knew deep within, it was a hole so deep that one false step leads to nothing."
It was nothing more than a facade.
Fine~
Writing does make my stomach calling for emergency food but the time now is not suitable for the consumption of food because I think I will be sleeping soon. If I eat now, I don't think I will be able to sleep. Besides, I think my father is still outside watching TV.
Friday, April 18, 2008
I lend her my computer and she used Firefox which I always restricted people to do so and she off my site?! I was downloading three videos and the connection was so darn slow. I waited for so many hours and she just closed it off?! If she earned that much of a money, go buy yourself a damn computer!
She can just go die for all I care. Christian behaviour or not!
I have already finished watching Clannad. Now I am continuing Ah! My Goddess/Oh! My Goddess after searching for it for so many years. Live video wouldn't load for me though.
The following post has nothing particularly special. Stop reading if you want.
I am not sure whether I posted about this already but it is making me happy. Kyou and Tohru from Fruit Basket together. Got married if I am not mistaken. Crunchyroll took out the manga section so I am unable to double confirm my information but one thing I am sure of is they get together instead of Tohru being with Yuki^^
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Mum: Off the light!
Me: I am closing down the computer. Ehehe.
Today connection is very slow. So Crunchyroll wouldn't load.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
I am still unable to memorize my scales especially my fingering. Like I said before my fingers are not only clumsy, they also have a mind of their own. People fourth finger, I third finger. Third finger, I used the fourth finger and I am still guessing which key is what kind of sound they will make because I didn't memorize what key have how many sharps or flat or what kind of sharp and flat. Give me a big big applause because I'm dead. Well it's not like I don't want to memorize it, it just doesn't stick to my head.
Oral test is the worst. I can't differentiate what and what, can't clap, can't sing, can't Do Re Mi.
So, now I shall go practice more and more before my piano teacher comes. I thought I wanna add the song Romance found in the CD which is not my pieces but it seems like I can't. Oh well...then I will listen to it myself. Hehe.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Argh! I even feel like shouting out profanities.
Damn.
I already finish sketching out one big sea monster. Finish reading almost all of the new books. Finish watching drama and playing with baby. Played piano.
What is there left for me to do?!
That's why I say I hate holidays! It's not even an enjoyable holiday. This holiday is making my nerves thinner and thinner and soon to burst. Cultivating mushroom is even a more enjoyable job to do than this and the problem is there isn't a freaking mushroom for me to cultivate from! I played RO and Audition and there is no end to this boredom.
Seriously, can somebody help me?!
I hate it when I'm bored. When I'm bored I'm restless and by the time I didn't get rid of my boredom...I get gloomy. When I get gloomy, things aren't going to be pretty. Why 3 weeks of holiday anyway? One week is more than enough for me. Everyone just bloody went missing.
So I am writing my blog, swearing at every possible chance, cursing everyone that is making me angry which is at the moment none, rambling my frustration just because I am bored. Who can blame me anyway? You faced no one other than my own mother, auntie , baby and the computer for three freaking bloody days. Even the get used to it can go insane. I think I am going insane.
Think of my rudeness with mild profanities and feel relieved that my profanities don't go even further. I think I should just wrapped myself and go hibernating for that three weeks. Sleeping at least can get rid of my boredom.
So, basically what I wanted to say is I'm bored to death and I am extremely unhappy about it. There!
Loch Ness Monster
Today's plan to go Leisure Mall was canceled so I guess there won't be any outing for the rest of the three weeks. I wonder what will happened to me? I am trying my best to make sure the new materials to read don't finish up too fast so I ended up watching movie.
I watched Water Horse just a moment ago and it was a truly amazing and touching story. Very touching I mind you. Tears of course never fails to come out. Crusoe( the water horse) is very very cute especially when it's still small and medium size and as you people know, I am a sucker for cute cute things. Really do feel like kidnapping it but too bad my country here doesn't have a sea big enough for it. All the time Crusoe being cute, I will go 'Hanyan~'. The legend of course I have heard of it or else, people won't make this thing up. If I am not mistaken, I read about it somewhere in the book maybe when I was very small 7 or 8 years old I presume. I believed it was Loch Ness Monster if I am not mistaken. So that explained why in the movie, Angus( the boy) asked the creature to go to hide in the Loch ...where ever that is.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
What I Did Yesterday
Yesterday, I was busy watching the D.I.E on the TV whole afternoon, then when thunder arrives, I off the whole thing and retreat back to my room and started reading The Other Side Of Midnight. While I read until halfway, my auntie said that we are going to TESCO extra. So I took a bath and went there. Bought somehow a lot of snacks but finish half of it by yesterday night while continuing my D.I.E episode. I ended up bought Pocky as well strawberry flavor. Nope it's Pocky not Rocky. Its actually the same thing, just the change of alphabet. I shall eat it today^^
Then I reached home around 9 something and had my dinner with our remaining dish. Then I ate Chipsmore as my dessert. While me and my father was watching D.I.E, the show ended on episode 16 and the rest of the episode is gone. No Disc 3 and no rest of the episode. I was like "Cheh! Daddy, go ask your friend whether he got miss out Disc 3 anot." and he just laughed. Looks like I am going to watch it in YouTube.
Today I am looking forward for Curry Cockles( I am not sure how 'si ham' in English is spelled) and Vegetables. *drools* I can smell it now and I am just waiting for the signal from my auntie to eat.
Eh?! What if I just wait at the Leisure Mall tomorrow instead of going to UCSI since I am just on the way? I also haven't ask my father about it yet. =.=
Friday, April 11, 2008
I am getting random here considering Chloe said that I seldom update my blog and it's not long enough to satisfy their blog reading thirst. I practically update every single day. So everyone who do not want to get themselves trapped in the midst of randomness, I strongly suggest you to stop reading now because I have no idea how random I can be considering I got nothing particular to write about.
I am trying to read the book that Papaya, Potato, Triple Slow and Joe bought for me. I am listing all the name down because I do not know who give what and what since all the present is already in the bag all together. I am also currently chatting with Xiemin, Chloe and Koh(Chloe's friend) all in one conversation and they are currently talking about a cute guy sucking lollipop while coming into the examination hall. Told you people I am getting influenced by them talking handsome people almost all the time. Joking joking.
I feel like exercising my artistic brain by coming out with some random story to write about but then I realize that I don't have a place to post it. Since it got nothing to with anime or anything related, I can't post to FanFiction and FictionPress font's are small enough to kill my eyesight. So , I guess that makes me doesn't feel like writing anymore. Not that it matters anyway...I am the only one who read it.
See...I am being random. Should I elaborate and give some summary on what book I read? That will be a pretty good idea, don't you girls think so? By the way, Sidney Sheldon is a man and I actually thought that the author is a woman. Actually I wasn't that sure whether the author is a man or a woman but the comment written at the back of the book written 'his'. That makes him a man right? But why the name Sidney...people could easily misunderstood right?
Searched the net and found out that he is actually a guy. Confirmed! The most shocking news is he's dead. That's a waste and he was such a great story writer as well. May he rest in peace and more people will read your book. I personally like "Are you afraid of the dark?" and that is also the first Sidney Sheldon book other than the one they gave me as my birthday present.Thought I want to read it today but I am getting sleepy but I won't be sleeping yet because I am now watching Spirited Away.
I want to sleep early tonight so I shall retreat for now and continue watching my show so that I can sleep early.
Survey
1.Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
First, I got no ex. If I got, I probably will call for help.
2.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
Probably get a little surprised but I will support them. What are friends for right?
3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Err...I don't really remember.
4.Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
Michael? Edward?
5.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Vivian.
6.What are you craving right now?
Sushi^^
7.What was the last thing you cried about?
The show being too emotional...hehe.
8.When you buy something and your change is a penny. Do you keep it?
err...penny equivalent to how much?
9.What color is your tissue box?
No tissue box
10.Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
Got ceiling fan. Got dust because exam no time to clean it.
11.What is the last voicemail you received about?
no voice mail before.
12.Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
Scary movie I think.
13.what do you order when you go to Taco Bell?
Taco Bell? What is that?
14.Have you ever had a garage sale?
Nope.
15.Has anyone ever spat in your drink and you drank it unknowingly?
People drink my water consider ah?
16.Are you happy right now?
17.Who came over last?
Jelly while waiting for her daddy to fetch.
18.What is your reaction when you find out you just got pranked?
Huh? Really ah? Cheh! So bad ah you. This is most probably i will say.
19.Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Right~ I looked like my father a lot. I want to look like my mother!
20.Dark or light jeans?
Err...dark
21.What was the last movie you watched at home?
At home ah? Spirit.
22.What is in your pocket?
no pocket oh
23.Who hooked you up with your girlfriend/ boyfriend?
no boyfriend loh
24.Where do you hurt?
no where currently
25.What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart?
Wal Mart? Been reading this in Business book for so many times. Stop mentioning it =.=
26.When is your birthday?
2nd April. Haha. I could have been born on April Fool day.
27.What are you going to do after this?
Update my blog with another random post.
28. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
Shopping ah?
I dunno oh.
Ah wait...with my mother go grocery shopping.
29.What about your favorite dessert?
Sweet things are my favourite dessert.
30.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Nope. But most of the new born have Yee at the back. Haha. I am the eldest Yee.
32.Do you like pickles?
Not bad.
33.Is someone in love with you?
I don't know and I don't think so.
34.What color is your couch?
Orange.
35.Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
Nope. One boy one girl. If mistaken, can die lah.
36.Does someone like you right now?
Told you no right?
37.Do you know anyone in jail / prison?
NO.
38.Do you like the color green?
I think it's fine.
39.How many hours did you sleep for last night?
5 hours.
40.Do you swear at your parents?
Haha. No.
41.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No one in particular.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Book Reccomendation
I started reading story book around 4 o'clock. I have read The Art of French Kissing. Though the title of the book seems to give people the wrong impression but actually it was a pretty good book.Remember what impression did you make when you first read the title Jelly? I enjoyed the book a lot. It contains humour and I read non-stop till 6.30 and so now I online. Frankly speaking, I think it was better than Forget About It .
Maybe it was because I liked how the author wrote it. I maybe a lousy story writer but I am one hell a picky reader. I would recommend you all to read it if you are all interested. The only romance book that is non-supernatural in a way like Twilight and New Moon and soon to be Eclipse which I enjoyed very much as you know, I don't browse around romance book. It doesn't have the explicit explanation about French kissing and the main point of the story is not to teach people how to kiss either. Just some minor explanation like saying that man and woman kiss. That's all. If I said so that it is somehow safe, then it is all good.
Read The Magician borrowed by Xiemin. It was something like Ragnarok with the magician and thief. Pretty interesting if you ask me but again the way the author wrote it. Somehow, it doesn't seem so appealing and drag me into the world of book and remained there. But I wanted to know what happened as well.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Tomorrow I got Business exam.
I have not finish reading yet.
I am currently staring at the book, staring at the same line for past few minutes, 10 minutes to be exact. So I assume you all know that I am not making any progress in studying...at all. So, I shall try my best to get some information into my brain but I don't think there will be any fruit bears from it considering I told myself the same thing for more than a thousand times today.
So...I shall continue with my book staring...instead of book reading.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
She is practically my savior.
This had already happen once. Once again, I went home without knowing my mum coming to fetch me. So I went home and realized she is already on the way there to fetch me. Immediately call Xiemin and ask her to find my mother. Thank GOD. Without her help, who knows what will happen to my poor mother.
Need to strongly encourage her to buy one card and use my old hand phone but restricted the idea considering she don't want to insert money every time.
THANK YOU XIEMIN!
Monday, April 7, 2008
SO many careless mitakes. Account I can still accept considering how bad my Account is but Probability. I feel like killing myself now. Almost 30 marks lost from there. Wonder if I can pass for both of my subjects?
Went to Giant just now. =.=
Now must rush for my Economics.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
More Presents
Received my B'day presents again.
From Jelly: A PINK bag. Another pink to my collection.
From Papaya, Potato, Grandpa(Triple Slow) and Joe: A PURPLE bag, story book written by Sidney Sheldon( I like the author. Her adventure and trill stories are nice^^) and a bracelet.
It seems like I got two bag this year and save my money from buying one. I also finally have something that are PURPLE in colour. Aren't that good?!
Thank you so much~*muacks* Haha.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
We went for lunch in Free 'N' Easy and once again the Mun Yee's are tend to self torture by ordering the very very spicy Asam Seafood again. Of course, we eat the food with some kind of weird expression. Xiemin and Kah Ann said that one if the waiter there keep on watching us eat. Well...we do eat like some tortured fellow. While waiting for the food to arrive, Xiemin, Chloe and Kah Ann unexpectedly gave me my birthday present even though I said no present.
Guess what they gave me?
Books! Three at that.
1. The Chalet Girl
2.The Art of French Kissing ( Teaching about how to kiss? Lol.)
3. Forget About It ( This is the very same book you borrowed me Jelly^^)
We sat for a moment and played Truth or Dare and then only Truth. Then, we just sat there and browsed net! Alright, not we only Xiemin but the rest of us at the side. We watched Jae Joong and Yun Ho video. Laughed at that pair^^ but I was pretty sleepy at that time. *yawn*
Then....Business class. Sleepy as usual =.=
Then the fun part begins...or more like the torturing part begins. Heavy heavy rain. Chloe went missing right after Kah Ann and me came out from the toilet, only Xiemin waited for us. So, I took out the umbrella and ready to go out but the glass window was closed and quite alot of people were waiting there. So, I tried the other door. Wow! The rain was splashing in oh-so-wonderfully. Since my father and auntie(whom I only realize when I actually reached the car) waited for almost 45 minutes, I decided not to waste time. Xiemin and Kah Ann wanted to wait for the rain to stop. I had no choice but to open my umbrella and walk out. My umbrella almost flew away T.T
By the time I reached the bridge connecting Block C and Block B. Half of my jeans are already soaked. Then I closed the umbrella until I reached Block A. Searching for Chloe since I knew that she didn't bring umbrella as well but I can't seem to find her, so I just go down alone. Ahh~ By the time I went down and reached my father's car, every part of my body is soaked except my head all thanks to my umbrella. My bag, books, papers, new books, pencil box even...wet!
Since my whole jeans is wet, so you can guess that my shoe and my socks and my shoulder onwards are all wet. I am like a drenched chicken (T.T). On the way back, the whole road is flooded and I saw "air lumpur" was all over the road. By the way, I can't recall what air lumpur in English is called. Quickly called Kah Ann because she is driving home so that she doesn't stuck in a flood. Father took the long long way...scared that we will as well trapped and we only reached home one hour later. I am like already a frozen Cherry with all my clothes wet.
On our way back, I saw lightning. Not the flash of light of lightning, it's the lightning with shape for so many times. Got a shade of purple, pink and white. Pretty but scary.
I think this is for today. I am very happy as I received many SMS wishing me Happy Birthday^^ Love you guys so much. So now...I shall retreat for I Princess Cheryl of the day(self-declared) is scared the thunder will strike my computer.
Farewell and you will hear from me very soon.
P/S: I had no idea why did the font was so gigantic. Tried to fix it but failed.
Re-Edit: Fixed it^^
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Bastard of all Bastard
Got this one fellow which is a bastard added me few days ago. He chat with me at 12.35 a.m.
He said he was heart broken that I doesn't remember him and I asked him who he is. Gave me the email ...recognized it. He tried to send me one file but didn't bother about it/
Then, he asked me "when are we going to meet up and have sex fun?" I am so damn furious and of course I replied him "If you wanted to have someone to have sex with, don't find me. I am not interested." and he started giving me tears and hearbroken symbol. He can go to the deepest layer of Earth for all I care and he got the guts to say" We had fun last time!" . When I know who he is, I am seriously going to castrate him.
Blocked him! F*** those horny bastard. GO find prostitute if you bloody like sex so much.
P/S: Dear friends, please forgive me of my vulgar languages but I am really pissed right now.